Walking around Great Saltee felt like I was a guest at a place that I really shouldn’t be in. It felt like I needed to remove myself as soon as possible. I took the liberties afforded by the dinosaurs flying around the place and, before leaving, spent some time on the north coast looking at chilled margins between the granite and its basaltic intrusion. Making sure I got everything on this one visit. If they closed the island off to the public tomorrow, I would understand.
Even though most people know not to litter in a place like Great Saltee, we still bring plastic-wrapped lunch, chocolate bags, loose pieces of fabric, plastic bottles, vapes and cigarettes with us. Some of these are of course dropped accidentally, which makes little difference compared to deliberately. Because you will inevitably find litter on the island. The best thing one can do is to pick up the tissue paper and candy wrappings others have left and bring them back to civilisation. It’s your and my kind doing all of this after all.
This is the sensation of being a progressively self-conscious human: vividly knowing that the seemingly most innocent of things are destructive especially when knowing that many, many, many other people do that exact seemingly innocent thing.
I think about the person who didn’t bring her camera on the same trip. I hope she gave up on the camera and took a stroll around the island, just for the sake of it. I too have an urge to take pictures when faced with a new environment, but to my own defence, I’ve also been happy when leaving the camera behind (or significantly worse: bringing the camera but forgetting a fully-charged battery or SD-card).
For this visit to the Saltees, I came away with some cool pictures, video, social moments and memories. But also feelings of being slightly ashamed and humbled. These feelings can be crippling and people may tell you not to absorb or harbour such sentiments for reasons that they’ll make you question things too much.
Cutting our politicians some slack: every single of us need to change or ask for change. Our society is a reflection of us because we allow things to be the way they are. That includes genocide, extinctions and environmental degradation.